Happy New Year

Its that time of the year again, last day of the the year, as we look back and think how we are going to move forward, i want to say that i have had an "interesting" year. I have grown, i dont know how much, i'm not sure how much of the growth will be my tools for 2012 journey. I know i will know it, it does put some fear in me this growth, i will accept it, because i trust in this mother that has always guided me. I know she is still with me, i can feel her my hand in hers. I will be the person i am destined to be mother, forgive me for the mistakes i have done, thank you for allowing me to do the mistakes so i know what is not. Thank you for believing in me, guide me that i walk on the path that is destined for me, bless everyone along side my path, give them the courage and faith they need. Tonight i will be reborn, to be a better person, dedicated to fulfill his destiny, his purpose in this world. May his journey bless all other souls along the way. I love you.

Longing for the Unknown

Take me lord...oh please take me...take me lord...take me..... I have taken you in...that is why you are where you are...go do what you are meant to dear...what you have been destined to... Hold it all in.....it will pass.....actually just let go and cry.....let it out and you'll be fine.....

Desire or Will

Faith is no desire. Faith is will. Desires are things that need to be satisfied, whereas will is a force. Will changes the space around us.

The question is: Are you ready to change your Desires into Will? Are you willing to face everything that the change will bring?

Passing Route

Sitting on the passing route of others and burden people carry with them all day, he feels the joy and anxiety that accompanies them, he feels the wish and dream they ride on with.....

After a few moments of staring onto passing traffic taking many home and away he picks enough vibe that gives him the clarity he needs for the moment.....

He takes a few more sip of the coffee and sits back sinking into the chair to take a deep breath of comfort before thinking of his next adventure.....

Reality

You are what you do, not what you think you do..... Paulo Coelho

DEATH

Death will come no matter what,
What matters is what you do till the day it comes.....

This is it.....

Everyone has a dooms day picked for them, but the worlds dooms day could arise if the creator finds everyone creating dooms day for one another.....
That is nobody's destiny.....

illusion

Find your purpose or many purposes will find you, when they find you they will take you deep into the world of illusion, and you shall lose yourself, to the illusionist, that will only wake you, smiling on his success, on your dooms day.....

Truth

You are the truth, are you doing what you're doing because you want to do it or simply because it is the next thing to do? Are you for Real!.....

Truth

The one thing human should be most scared of is themselves, the power that lies within them, the power that is so capable that the owner hides themselves in the home of perception, the home of excuses, the home of blame, the home of common, the home of fear, and many other homes people around the world are continually building, airtight from the truth.....

Grounded

Watch others, have mercy on them, as they have lost their roof, grounded themselves so much that the ground has made it to the neck, straining their breath, all without them knowing, they came knowing, left not knowing, why they were here, their destiny remains a mystery.....

Comfort

The greatest battle lives within oneself, the comfort within is the greatest companion of oneself in the battlefield, feed and nurse the comfort within, as they are your best mate, hear the voice within, that says a lot of the comfort within.....

Change

The sight of change can occur when you least expect it, testing your seat on the comfort zone, the zone most strive to find and struggle to give away, the zone warriors of light never step into.....

Passion

Find your passion, live your passion with universal rules, you shall find your destiny in the quest, and that is your only obligation whilst on earth.....

Judgement

I realise how I take longer time to respond in any conversation, before giving any opinion. I am listening twice more than I speak which is actually in quite the right order as we have twice the ability to listen compared to talking. The ‘life experiences” does create an impression on us afterall. We take a step back on any approach as we live because very few approach are too different than our past experiences, which increases as we live longer. We judge, we judge maturity through hair do’s, we judge established through dress code or the car they drive in and out of appointments and we judge likings through face expressions. In all this we think we have more up our sleeves as we live longer, as we age.
Should it all be this way? At a time when reminding ourselves to enjoy at every point is so important, should it be this way. Is this the wisdom we want to develop as we age? Listening more: yes, talking less: may be(it’s also important get our voice heard these days), judging: don’t think so. Though it might save us a lot of hassle in many cases, and understanding that too much of anything is never good, we have yet to explore this art of judging properly to know the extent of it’s use for goodness. I was deciding on a pair of shoes for myself yesterday when I found myself in between Cardin and Polo. I was looking for a replacement to my official shoes. Polo, the gentleman kind of official / casual look, compared to Cardin, the tribal, new age younger look which would certainly have been my choice if I was looking for a casual easy wear pair. It just just me, or the me I want to become and the latter that what people would expect for my type of official functions. How do I want others to judge me? Well the sizes didn’t match and I didn’t buy any, but that’s doesn’t solve anything. Following the crowd is easy, you’ll never be alone, always with an easy to find reference, be judged but not surprised with the judgement. But being different, not just for the sake of being different, but for the sake of being you, or at least towards being you…..always asked of everything, well they don’t understand so they ask, it’s not common hence little reference, did I say more freedom…..
As much as we would find these affirmations in the hidden in corner shelf’s of a bookstore or wrapped up among other books, amongst my friend’s book collection, do we remember the tricks and techniques when faced with one. For goodness sake, get a trick up your sleeves and respond with the magic, it might just give someone an idea.

A Dream

As I went to bed yesterday I wished for a dream. A dream that is capable of taking me away from this world, deep into my world to see the marvels I had found and received from this world, kept all around that world. The dream took my hand and said, your world is too much, I will take you to spaces in your world that you need now, spaces that is constantly filling every little space your mind leaves empty, even for a while, while dealing with this world, to put a smile on your face, without you even knowing.
The dream knew something I felt, something I don’t know. . .
I woke up this morning feeling exhausted, the kind of feeling you would have if you went to bed crying, and cried yourself to sleep. I switched on the tv and found myself simply staring at it after 15 minutes. The volume was off the whole time and I didn’t know. Got off the bed, headed for shower, I rest my head on the wall, turned on the hot shower and stood there for I don’t know how long. I don’t know the program for today, with so many choices at breakfast I don’t even know what I felt like eating. Back at the room I sat, on the ground hugging my knees, eyes shut, thinking… I knew something; I had A Dream…
I knew the journey, I knew the spaces, I knew where i had been and I don’t want to know why, because I knew it put a smile in me. That is important.


dreamer is one who can only find his way by moonlight, and his
punishment is that he sees the dawn before the rest of the world.”Oscar
Wilde (1854-1900)