Thursday, October 1, 2009

priority

"Enjoy the marvels around you without dropping the oil on the spoon you're entrusted"
Paulo Coelho.

Interesting isn't it. This is a magnificent journey.............

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Memory

After quite a while, stepping back into the zone i used to live in, creates memory, memory i still want to live. looking within to find oneself, and living life once you find yourself is one thing, you know you're still around even when you're not actually physically there. But how does others know? It is against the perception of human relation. But the universe knows, that i am always there for the mother earth and all its creation. Sometimes there are no better way to express it than taking a step back.

Friday, April 10, 2009

Full Moon

It was full moon yesterday, i went for my very special meditation session and today, i remember the feeling of "feeling good". I understood the 'reasons' behind the two pressuring weeks, and looked up the sky thinking; i got to know how things move up there so i can manage my steps here. As complicated as it sounds, the end answer i got was "always stop, listen, watch and feel the guidance you're being offered as its always there, and everything will be alright." God bless.

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

What a life

i heard someone say something very useful yesterday. "He said instead of looking at life as a stright line progressing from birth to live to die, fold the stright line to form a circle. So the process will continue; birth - live - die - birth ..... and on and on. Everything that happens in your life directs and redirects your life. The redirection is like rebirth after any incident that you did not wish to happen in your life (death)" Such a simple understanding yet very powerful (for me it is). It feels great when you say "ok, that was my death, now its my rebirth, what am i going to do differently in this birth?"

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Searching?

This morning, my journey to lightworks, simply to allow myself to be, was just as usual. Except along the drive, i could not help myself noticing people sleeping. In that usual morning traffic, i kept noticing many people sleeping, at the backseat of the van, in the lorry and even in bus stops. What i see is people living in the world that was all the while theirs, but not living it out in this world, i see people detached from their destiny because they believed the universal lie. The lie that says "one day, you will lose control of your life and fate will take over". Me, in my search, even though its difficult sometimes, felt good that the mother is still with me, i can still hear her, i can sense her guidance and the world felt like my friend.

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Your Opinion?

What is sacrifice? Some say its the passage to heaven, what do you say?

"Where the desert meets the ocean"

The clearance of the desert, despite as clear as it is; transparent, we try to look closer, looking for a sign of movement or anything odd, because we believe in it's existance. Most of the time we find something, the unordinary showing its existance, giving us the assurance there is a greater force around us. The force cannot interfere in our lives, but guides us. Our task is to be able to see its guidance, once you are in the force's frequency, your destiny; your only real obligation, will be yours.

Sunday, February 1, 2009

celebration of life

Being part of a circle; a drum circle simply playing our drums and percussions without any prior planning, working together, filling in the space between each others's beat, finding that timing; until we were "all one". Suddenly we were celebrating, celebrating life. That moment of being one created the feeling of being in trance, with one dancing to the rhythm, others all had a smile on their face, enjoying the feeling of "oneness". Feels like that is what we live for. The best things in the world is free and best shared.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

quote for the day

"the difference between a novice and an expert is CONSISTENCY"

Monday, January 12, 2009

all is one

As i try to understand the root of 'all is one' i am afraid i would watch life go by in front of me when i am supposed to be in it. When my teacher said "that is the price you pay to be different, to have grown" i said but that is not supposed to work against you, it is supposed to be your quality, working for you. So here i am, trying, still waiting to reach the beginner's luck stage so i can grow more. I may be watching and connecting elements but am practicing it, using it in my life and believe me, it's so close yet so far. But its the journey not the destination, so with as much ying and yang as possible, i am living life.

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

"control or release"

Emotions; to control or to release? Control your anger, release your happiness? How is it that we define this? I know of some that believes in not saying much of the planned in fear of it not materializing while some in saying the planned to as a mean of giving commitment to oneself. Tell me what you think? :)

Saturday, January 3, 2009

Friday, January 2, 2009

Tomorrow

“Thinking of the days you laugh makes you cry, thinking of the days you cried makes you laugh; think of a dream, a dream you need to achieve makes you cry, the uncertainty makes the tears, the tears faith holds back, the faith that keeps you going, the faith on the universe, the mother that you can trust will guide you to the dream, your destiny.”

What do you think destiny is?

Happy New Year

New vision, new goal, new perspective; all that we try when days like this comes around. We feel motivated, so motivated that we believe we can change; change the way we look or do things, even if we have ben doing it for years, and no surprise, we actually can. The drive this day brings with it is so strong that anything is possible, everything looks possible. these days are like ignition, it ignites the engine inside us, but the feul, the feul that is necessary for us to keep going is Consistency. "the only difference between a novice and an expert is consistency"