Return to Yourself

It was already dark and i knew i had to stay awake until the sunrises. this time i had to, but i always wanted to, so i kind of like this commitment because it is an opportunity. As i stayed up and watched the hours go by, my mind filled with almost one thought the processing of all the thoughts, visions, rationale,logic and unfolding happened quite easily. The tough part was the digesting the truth that was, envisioning what was. But it sank in...slowly but completely. I am clear now, it was an experience i will not forget...the lessons learned and the impact of all this will stick hard in my life for a long time...I will not repeat this mistake, i will trust just myself and not let anything or anyone so close anymore that they can decide which eye i should look with...tell me what to understand...unlearn me... Why? thats the million dollar question that does not seem worth a single cent now...I have myself back and i will move on now...not hurting anyone and anything...just me back with myself, on my journey......

Happy New Year

Its that time of the year again, last day of the the year, as we look back and think how we are going to move forward, i want to say that i have had an "interesting" year. I have grown, i dont know how much, i'm not sure how much of the growth will be my tools for 2012 journey. I know i will know it, it does put some fear in me this growth, i will accept it, because i trust in this mother that has always guided me. I know she is still with me, i can feel her my hand in hers. I will be the person i am destined to be mother, forgive me for the mistakes i have done, thank you for allowing me to do the mistakes so i know what is not. Thank you for believing in me, guide me that i walk on the path that is destined for me, bless everyone along side my path, give them the courage and faith they need. Tonight i will be reborn, to be a better person, dedicated to fulfill his destiny, his purpose in this world. May his journey bless all other souls along the way. I love you.

Longing for the Unknown

Take me lord...oh please take me...take me lord...take me..... I have taken you in...that is why you are where you are...go do what you are meant to dear...what you have been destined to... Hold it all in.....it will pass.....actually just let go and cry.....let it out and you'll be fine.....

Desire or Will

Faith is no desire. Faith is will. Desires are things that need to be satisfied, whereas will is a force. Will changes the space around us.

The question is: Are you ready to change your Desires into Will? Are you willing to face everything that the change will bring?

Passing Route

Sitting on the passing route of others and burden people carry with them all day, he feels the joy and anxiety that accompanies them, he feels the wish and dream they ride on with.....

After a few moments of staring onto passing traffic taking many home and away he picks enough vibe that gives him the clarity he needs for the moment.....

He takes a few more sip of the coffee and sits back sinking into the chair to take a deep breath of comfort before thinking of his next adventure.....

Reality

You are what you do, not what you think you do..... Paulo Coelho

DEATH

Death will come no matter what,
What matters is what you do till the day it comes.....